There are times I wish I could ignore everything, putting everything aside, being in a drunk state..Feeling utterly happy.. But life's about facing what's ahead..The past remains as memories that should never be forgotten, something that you should face if bitter and cherish if sweet, ain't you the one who told me that?;don't avoid, face it..
Distance won't bring your heart elsewhere. Even if you go somewhere faraway, you cant escape from your past if you don't confront it..I know that because you were once my past and I never forget that feeling though time passes..But who knows what the future brings?

This post is for two important individuals in my life. You should know who you are when you read it.

I'm writing this post because I'm utterly free. Empty at heart. The missing puzzle has not been found yet. I'm trying to keep myself busy. Well on Wednesday I ate buffet steamboat till I almost puke, Thursday celebrate Karyn's Bday. Happy Bday girl-one of my closest girl friend =D.And will be heading to Sepang GP tomorrow for F1 preliminaries. Saturday playing badminton and celebrating Easter. Despite all these plans, I just feel everything is meaningless right now..I don't know what you're doing or thinking right now. I wonder if you can feel the agony I'm feeling right now.. But hell yeah, I'm fine just heartache..

Yes I know it's been a while since i update..not really bz though..jz my usual laziness.
Well basically the 2 months holiday is nearing to an end before my last sem starts next week.
Highlights of my holidays have to be the Sabah trip. Went with Aik Jun there for a week. Luckily we have place to stay. Hotels there are expensive. Even though i got to stay and eat for free, I spent almost rm900 ( inclusive of RM200 flight). First day itself,my shoes tore into half, haha what luck. So I bought a pair of sneakers from Converse. Quite nice but not really comfy though. Beauty comes with pain. Well, have to thanks to Tze Liang and his family for his hospitality. And Gawd, his younger bro has a similar face like him. yi mo yi yang. Well I won't be uploading any pics, since they're uploaded in fb.

And of course, spending time with my dearest Mary sis was really exciting. Haven't seen her for several years ever since she moved to Aussie. Well I'm meeting her again 2mr, hopefully it won't be our last meeting.

And lastly, Singapore is the bang. The amoung of leng luis on the street there is uncountable. They are everywhere, clad in posh fashionable dress and make up. If only INTI girls dress up like that. Well Merry Christmas and Happy New Year guys.

Funny Chat

KKK says:
*yo
*haha
*i wanna listen 2 all ur adventures
Anonymous says:
*yo dude
*apa khabar
*guna bahasa
KKK says:
*anonymous's adventures in ----
*ok
*kenapa
*macam girish
*cakap dalam bm
Anonymous says:
*macam ni baru tak ada orang boleh faham mar
KKK says:
*kk
*lol
Anonymous says:
*kalau tidak nanti dia nampak macam mana..
KKK says:
*lu kat mana
Anonymous says:
*kat bilik lah
KKK says:
*kk
*saya mau tahu
Anonymous says:
*sekarang mereka sedang cium atas katil
*de belakang saya
KKK says:
*oo
*awak
Anonymous says:
*mereka 'buat keluar' selalu
KKK says:
*cuba buka webcam
Anonymous says:
*wah...awak mau saya matikah..
*dia bukannya bodoh
KKK says:
*haha
*nanti
*bila tak mau chat buka webcam
*den minimize
*lol
Anonymous says:
*oh ok
*itu cara bagus
KKK says:
*haha
*tapi sini punya internet
*tak boleh guna
Anonymous says:
*tapi saya tak pasti awak boleh nampak tak
KKK says:
*tengok luck
*eh
*saya mau dengar
*itu cerita
Anonymous says:
*ok, tze liang dah beritau kau kan?
KKK says:
*awak tengok perempuan bogel main game
*saya mau listen 1st hand
Anonymous says:
*oh ok
*bukan main game la
*saya rasa dia sedang ambil gambar dengan kamera komputer laba tu
KKK says:
*what???
Anonymous says:
*ok, ceritanya macam ini
*pada suatu hari
KKK says:
*kk
Anonymous says:
*saya terasa sangat nak buang air besar apabila saya sedang makan
*jadi, saya pun baliklah ke asramaku
*saya mau tukar selipar untuk buang air besar
*jadi
*saya pun bukalah pintu
KKK says:
*lol
*klimaks
Anonymous says:
*dan saya nampak perempuan du duduk sana berbogel
KKK says:
*semua?
Anonymous says:
*tapi pada mula-mulanya
*yeah
*semua
*bukan atas saje
KKK says:
*atas sampai bawah
*wooh
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa masa tu mereka baru saja habis buat
KKK says:
*dia seorang kat bilik?"
Anonymous says:
*kerana masa saya masuk saya nampak kawan bilik saya kelluar
*ya, dia seorang
KKK says:
*lol
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa dia sedang ambil gambar untuk menggembirakan teman lelakinya
*pintu pun buka juga..tak ada dikunci
*perempuan tu memang buka sangat..
KKK says:
*lol
Anonymous says:
*tapi masalahnya
KKK says:
*american ma
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa dia tak ada bentuk
KKK says:
*lol
Anonymous says:
*kerana
KKK says:
*flat?
Anonymous says:
*pada
*mula
*mulanya
*saya tak pasti dia bogel atau tidak
*kerana dia tak ada bentuk
*jadi
*saya cubalah lihat teliti sikit untuk konfim bahawa dia betul betul bogel
KKK says:
*LOL
*macam ini pun mau tengok teliti
Anonymous says:
*kira kira lepas sepuluh saat baru otak saya register dia bogel
*bukan..kerana saya mau buang air besar
*kalau dia tak bogel, saya masuk sajalah dan tukar selipar saya
KKK says:
*oo
*so den??
*lepas itu dia tengok awak?
Anonymous says:
*dia macam tak apa apa sahaja
*apabila otak saya register bahawa dida bogel
*saya pun kata 'oops' la
KKK says:
*aiyo
Anonymous says:
*dia pun tak apa apa
KKK says:
*shud act cool
*macam pernah tengok
Anonymous says:
*jadi saya pun bagilah dia masa untuk pakai baju
KKK says:
*although lu punta 1st time
*punya*
Anonymous says:
*bukan, kerana masa tu saya tersangat mau buang tahi
KKK says:
*dia tak pakai baju kah
*=.=
Anonymous says:
*jadi, reaksi saya yang pertama ialah pergi buang air besar
*saya pun tak tau mengapa saya tak berasa apa-apa pun
*mungkin kerana dia tak ada bentuk
KKK says:
*aiyo
*perempuan bogel saja
Anonymous says:
*ataupun saya telah jadi gay
KKK says:
*tak sentuh pun
*=.=
Anonymous says:
*eh, tapi kalau kau nampak satu perempuan bogel berduduk di depan awak
*awak sepatutnya rasa sesuatu kan
KKK says:
*nervous sikit ada la
*kalau nak buat
*tentu rasa syok la
Anonymous says:
*tapi saya apa rasa pun tak ada
KKK says:
*kalau tak
*takda rasa punya
Anonymous says:
*aku hanya rasa mau shit sahaja
*nervous sikit pun tak ade
*macam normal saje
KKK says:
*awak punya tahi block lu punya pengaliran darah
Anonymous says:
*oh mungkin
*dan apa yang lebih geram ialah
*lepastu apabila nampak dia saya pun mintalah maaf
KKK says:
*den?
Anonymous says:
*dan dia ketawa dan cakap
*oh tak apalah, kamu pun manusia jug
**juga
*macam dia ingat saya suka lihat dia lah
KKK says:
*dia ingat awak syok tengok dia?
*lol
Anonymous says:
*ya
*saya rasa dia ingat saya syok lihat dia
KKK says:
*lol
*aiyo
*lepas itu
Anonymous says:
*dia orang cina sini
KKK says:
*dia ada pakai balik baju kah
Anonymous says:
*tak ada bentuk langsung
*satu kepala lebih pendek daripada aku
KKK says:
*dia punya dada
*=.=
Anonymous says:
*dia tak ada pakai baju
KKK says:
*dada flat?
Anonymous says:
*dia macam normal saje
*saya tak nampak lah
KKK says:
*apa lah
Anonymous says:
*awak ingat saya begitu miangkah
KKK says:
*ada chance tengok
Anonymous says:
*apbila saya konfim dia bogel
*saya pun langsung keluar saja lar
KKK says:
*haha
Anonymous says:
*rakan sebilik saya memang kuat sangat tenaga nya
KKK says:
*tiap tiap hari pun buat?
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa hari sabtu yang lalu mereka buat tiga kali satu hari
KKK says:
*=.=
Anonymous says:
*yala, dan bunyi kuat sangat
KKK says:
*macam mana awak tau
Anonymous says:
*bangunkan saya
*saya dengarlah
KKK says:
*apa bunyi?
Anonymous says:
*tiap tiap kali saya pun boleh dengar
*api bunyi lagi
KKK says:
*bunyi katil
*atau
Anonymous says:
*macam, a
*a
*'kuat lagi, kuat lagi'
KKK says:
*LOL
Anonymous says:
*macam tu lah
KKK says:
*awak banyak lucky
Anonymous says:
*saya mau suruh mereka jangan bising pun malu
*apa?
KKK says:
*dapat rakan sebilik macam itu
Anonymous says:
*ini awak panggil lucky kah?
KKK says:
*tak payah tengok porn
*ada free show
*lol
Anonymous says:
*eh
KKK says:
*aiyo awak punya hidup banyak adventure
Anonymous says:
*jangalah guna bahasa inggeris
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*cc
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*cc
KKK says:
*kkk
*lol
Anonymous says:
*jangan guna perkataan inggeris
*eh, ini ialah pengalaman yang sungguh tidak menyenagkan ok
KKK says:
*mereka tengah cium
Anonymous says:
*saya pun ingat yang pai amerika tu cerita saje
KKK says:
*tak da masa tengok msn awak
*lol
Anonymous says:
*tapi sekarang saya rasa macam benar lah
KKK says:
*mmg benar la
Anonymous says:
*aiya, mesti berhati-hati, jika mereka lihat matilah saya nanti
KKK says:
*tak da masalah pun
Anonymous says:
*rakan sebilik saya
KKK says:
*mereka boleh buat depan awak
Anonymous says:
*semalam dia macam setengah-bergurau
KKK says:
*awak cakap pun takda masalah
Anonymous says:
*dia tanya saya mau berserta ke tidak
KKK says:
*lol
says:
*aku macam ..wtf
*tapi mereka ingat saya tidur mar
*saya pun berpura pura tidur sajelah
*kalau tidak malulah mereka
KKK says:
*aiyo
*hahahahaahahah
*awak patut
Anonymous says:
*eh, awak mohon lah ke uni saya
KKK says:
*tiba tiba bangun
Anonymous says:
*ini ialah tarikan utama
KKK says:
*cakap YES
*I WAN
Anonymous says:
*datanglah teman saya
KKK says:
*=.=
*tak mau
Anonymous says:
*eh
*fuck u, guna bahasa lah
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*cc
*c
*c
*c
*cc
*c
*c
*tak mau lah
KKK says:
*saya mau pegi north
*atas
Anonymous says:
*mengapa
KKK says:
*ada salji
Anonymous says:
*atas tak ada tarikan ini
*datanglah sini
KKK says:
*=.=
Anonymous says:
*tiap tiap hari awak ada percuma punya hiburan
*suruh aik jun datang
*dia boleh buangkan it notes dia
KKK says:
*berkeley tak boleh pegi punya la
*mungkin UC lai boleh la
*lain*
Anonymous says:
*mengapa tak boleh
*sini banyak perempuan cantik
*awak pasti suka
KKK says:
*saya takda awak punya otak la
*mana boleh
Anonymous says:
*banyak ayam orang kuning yang panas
KKK says:
*orang kuning?
*apa itu
Anonymous says:
*orang kuning
*terjemah ke inggeris lah
KKK says:
*yellow ppl?
Anonymous says:
*yala
KKK says:
*huh
*apa itu
Anonymous says:
*orang kulit kuning
*.....
KKK says:
*.....
*cakap laorang cina
*orang asian
Anonymous says:
*bukan lah cina
*yang korea jepun pun kuning juga
*yeah, tapi mereka memang panas sangat
KKK says:
*dengar kuning sudah hilang mood
*=.=
*panas macam mana?
Anonymous says:
*aiya, saya beritau awak
*orang putih taklah panas sangat
KKK says:
*muka atau open
Anonymous says:
*orang kuning lebih panas
KKK says:
*lol
Anonymous says:
*muka dan buka kedua-duanya
KKK says:
*dua dua???
*saya tau mereka pakai baju
*cleavage banyak terdedah
Anonymous says:
*buka kedua-duanya
*bukan maksud tu lah
*saya maksud
*'both'
KKK says:
*oh
Anonymous says:
*ada muka dan sangat buka..
KKK says:
*haha
Anonymous says:
*awak ingat saya maksud apa..
KKK says:
*kalau macam itu
*kenapa
Anonymous says:
*eh, awak ni hamsap sangat lah
KKK says:
*sampai sekarang awak masih virgin
Anonymous says:
*awak ingat saya katu tunjuk kedua-dua benda tu?
KKK says:
*anak dara
*lol
*yea
Anonymous says:
*patutlah, saya orang baik
*lepas kahwin baru saya buat punya
KKK says:
*macam mana dengan rakan sebilik yang lain?
*itu kawan awak
Anonymous says:
*oh dia, sangat lucu
*itu katil dua tingkatkan
*orang putih saya tidur bawah
*jayson tidur atas
*so secara teknikal
KKK says:
*LOL
Anonymous says:
*mereka tidur atas katil yang sama
KKK says:
*katil goyang
*boleh rasa
Anonymous says:
*tapi, dia langsung tidak tau mereka sedang buat
*langsung tidak tau
*saya pada katil sebelah pun dengar semua
*orang buat atas katilnya dia tak tau langsung..omg
KKK says:
*mereka buat
*ada buka pampu?
*lampu?
*atau gelap buat
Anonymous says:
*gelap je lah
KKK says:
*aiyo
*kalau buka lampu
Anonymous says:
*kalau buka lampu nanti saya dan jayson bangun lah
KKK says:
*boleh tengok semua
*oo
Anonymous says:
*takde la
*saya tak pernah lihat
KKK says:
*mereka buat pakai baju ke
Anonymous says:
*tiap tiap kali saya pusing ke sebelah
KKK says:
*awak
Anonymous says:
*tak pakai lah..mana ade orang buat pakai baju punya
KKK says:
*tak guna chance
*aiyo boleh la
Anonymous says:
*jada tiap tiap pagi bangun boleh lihat mereka bogel dalam selimut
KKK says:
*=.=
*walau
Anonymous says:
*itu katil rakan sebilik saya banyak kekotoran air mani
KKK says:
*banyak ong man
*saya nak roommate itu
Anonymous says:
*wtf
*c
*c
*c
*c
*cc
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*cc
*cc
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
*guna bahasa
*yalah
*jadi kamu datanglah ke sini
*saya bagi dia kepada kamu
KKK says:
*tak mau
*dia punya gf tak hot pun
*takda badan
Anonymous says:
*dia asyik suruh saya keluar dan dapatkan satu pantat
KKK says:
*lol
Anonymous says:
*c
*c
*c
*c
*c
KKK says:
*awak cakapla
Anonymous says:
*c
*c
*c
*cc
*c
*c
KKK says:
*intro saya satu
Anonymous says:
*eh
*awak datang sini baru saya boleh intro
KKK says:
*awak kenal banyak?
Anonymous says:
*tak ada badan lah..tapi ikut standard mereka
*dia rasa perempuan tu sangat panas lor
KKK says:
*saya tengok fb
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa dia memang makan tahi punya lah
KKK says:
*muka pun ok ok saha
*saja*
*makan tahi?
Anonymous says:
*maksudnya tak best langsugn la
*tapi banyak miang
*cakap pun miang sangat
KKK says:
*itu pompuan kah
*haha
*aiyo
*dia pun mau buat saja
Anonymous says:
*pompuan yang mianglah
KKK says:
*tentu lah
Anonymous says:
*lelaki pun miang juga
*tiap tiap hari sentuh benda dia
KKK says:
*awak punya rakan bilik
*banyak hot kah
Anonymous says:
*apabila cakap dengan saya pun dia sentuh dia punya sana
*miang sangat..
*dia ah..ok ok lah
*setinggi kamu lah
*banyak otot
KKK says:
*oh
*itu biasa lah
*kat sana
Anonymous says:
*takde lah..
*bukan semua orang putih macam tu punya
KKK says:
*lagi tinggi kah?
Anonymous says:
*banyak orang putih rendah jugalah
KKK says:
*lol
Anonymous says:
*tapi rakan sebilik ini banyak ototlah
KKK says:
*tapi ito pompuan 1 kepala
*itu*
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa mereka pak tor kereana mau buat sahaja
KKK says:
*lagi rendah dari awak
*macam mana mau cium
*kena angkat atas
*baru boleh sampain mulut
Anonymous says:
*saya manu tau macam mana
*selalunya mereka cium atas akatil
KKK says:
*oh
*no wonder
Anonymous says:
*yala
*cium tiap tiap hari..
KKK says:
*dia punya otot
Anonymous says:
*buat tiap tiap minggu..
*haiz..
KKK says:
*lagi besar dari aikjun?
Anonymous says:
*ya
*lebih besar dari aikjun
KKK says:
*lol
*macam itu sangat besar
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa dia punya benda pun lebih besar
KKK says:
*mana boleh tengok macam ni punya
Anonymous says:
*dia kata benda dia besar ma
KKK says:
*=.=
*dia kata sendiri?
*berapa besar?
Anonymous says:
*yala
*dia selalu katu dia sangat besar punya
*tak tau oh
*saya tak tanya
KKK says:
*macam saya
*hah
*lol
Anonymous says:
*awak mana ade besar..
KKK says:
*awak
*dia punya tinggi macam saya
*tentu sama besar la
Anonymous says:
*ya, dia tinggil macam kamu
*tapi dia tu ada otot
*kamu punya tak ade
KKK says:
*itu saya boleh train punya
Anonymous says:
*macam mana train?
*orang train dengan buat selalu ok
KKK says:
*haha
Anonymous says:
*janglah buat sini buat sana
*nanti kau dapat aids
KKK says:
*jangan bimbang
*mereka ada guna protection?
Anonymous says:
*ok
*inilah buka cerita lain
KKK says:
*kk
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa kadang kala mereka tidak
*tapi
*ok
*ceritanya macam ini
*pada suatu hari
*saya mau buang sampah
KKK says:
*den?
Anonymous says:
*jadi saya pun kompres kan sampah
*dan mau keluarkan plastic sampah tu
KKK says:
*kaki kena air mani?
*lol
Anonymous says:
*apbila saya ambil keluar
KKK says:
*ada apa/???
Anonymous says:
*satu sarung getah yang telah diguna
*wait...brb
KKK says:
*oh
*kk
*itu biasa la
Anonymous says:
*dia suruh saya keluar bilik untuk sepuluh minit
KKK says:
*=.=
Anonymous says:
*saya rasa dia mau buat
KKK says:
*waliau
Anonymous says:
*awak tunggu kejap
KKK says:
*macam in pun boleh
*on webcam
*lool
*haha
*kk
*nanti kita chat
.
.
.
Anonymous says:
*i dunno man
*last time he did 3 horus
*according to him
*3 hours man
*so that was how long they kept me up
*damn..
*the thing is dey do it almost daily man
*i dunno..i think 10 minutes is just a pekerjaan mulut
KKK says:
*=.=
*wth man
*3 hrs????
*omfg
Anonymous says:
*so that day i was trying to pickup the trash
*and thatthing stuck on the outer side of the plastic
*he freakign didnt throw it inside
*and that thing accidentally touched me
*f...
*i went to sanitize my hand
KKK says:
*u cant get aids from that
Anonymous says:
*well he did jokingly said that
KKK says:
*=.=
*u guys can complain 1 rite
*lol
Anonymous says:
*aiya, nvm la
KKK says:
*but
Anonymous says:
*if i reli cant tahan den only i complain
KKK says:
*if u use it to ur advantage
*it isn't that bad actually
*free entertainment
*look at the bright side
*u cant get that in malaysia
Anonymous says:
*yeah...free entertainment
*no man..
*it's annoying
*but dude, this is so american pie man
*i feel like i'm living the movie
KKK says:
*haha
*no u're not
*in american pie
*all the guys
*jz wanna fuck
Anonymous says:
*ok fine..
*i'm just watching some live american pie
KKK says:
*yea
*hahah
*omg
*ur life there
*is so interesting
*i told jyolyn bout it
*she said she envy u
*her life there is boring

Updates

>I'll be back to college soon. For some unknown reasons, I really feel eager to return to college after this 2 weeks of unproductive holidays. Probably it's because I'm missing my college friends. Kam tong or not guys that I am missing you ppl. OK I shouldn't continue any further or you guys will be thinking how gay am I.
>It's 4am in the morning now and I'm teaching a newbie how to create and edit blogskins. Just reminds me of old time where I had to struggle myself for hours to learn how to do it.
>Finals results were out and I can't say I'm happy with it. Just feel satisfied that I didn't do any worse. Plus I expected the outcome to be more or less like this already.
>I watched the 1 hour and 16 minutes lecture by the late Randy Pausch. It's indeed worth every single second watching to his inspirational and yet entertaining last lecture. You'll definitely change the negative perception of life after watching this.
>I'm currently learning how to 'shuffle'.No not shuffling cards it's the shuffle dance. Just intend to explore somewhere new not taking it so seriously. hehe but I can already pull out some of the steps.

Well that's all sayonara.

Jyolyn safely reached her destination. xD She's the first one who left. Jamin left this morning and is probably still in the plane. Well their new chapters have just begun. Mine is still 1 year to go.

FINALS finally over.
I performed quite badly this time, but no point dreading bout it, Next stop- overnight in AH BENG's house!!!